Wednesday, February 24, 2010

A Good Run

Well a four month long relationship comes to an end...but it was not an angry departure. We still are really good friends, maybe even best friends. What makes it tough is that I feel so strongly about her, but in the end all I want is for her to be happy and this is what was best for both of us. I guess the reason that I am not completely devastated is because I know that she is finally happy, and honestly it kills me to know that I was holding her back from this. Would I still do anything for her? Absolutely! I can say that this was a learning experience for me, now I know how great love can be and I know that there is someone out there that feels the same way. She deserves to be happy, deserves the best and both of us decided that this was the way that we should go about it. I am relieved that at the very least I did not lose such a great friend. We all know how the old saying goes, "it is better to have love and lost than to never have loved at all." Agreed. Maybe down the road we can both be on the same page, and make something great from this...one can only hope. Our feelings for each other will never change, and for that I am grateful.....

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  1. Well I am not so sure as to what that comment is supposed to mean, but I guess I am happy that someone is reading this thing!

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  2. Really, do anything for her? You aren't her bitch anymore. Do you think she would REALLY do anything for you now? No way in hell. Wake up man. You aren't living in a romantic comedy.

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  3. Yeah you are right, I mean my friends probably wouldn't do anything for me...I must be misinterpreting how friendships work, plus I do think she would be there and do things for me

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  4. yea what happens when she finds another boyfriend then your lost in the dust! you wont be next to her for the rest of your life, youll never move on if you dont seperatte yourself

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  5. Well I have come to grips with the fact that we are friends, and when she finds another boyfriend then good for her, I am not going to be pissed about it because if that is what she wants then I support that. I never said that I have not moved on, or would not be able to. I am just grateful that we are friends, and that we shared something special. It was a good experience, one that I will never forget, but the world is not going to stop turning if we dont end up together. That's how relationships work, I understand this, it was just a period of time where I was upset, but I have come to grips with the fact that we are not together.

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